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02:24 pm
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duh!
So ok, I concede defeat. Nick didn't call, and it's the least I should have expected. At least this time I don't really care so much because I didn't let myself get too emotionally invested in the whole thing. I don't really understand why he would call me after I showed up like that at his door and ask me out... just to not call me? LOL! it's actually kinda funny... I'm not going to try and analyse him anymore, it's utterly useless.
Current Mood:  confused
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01:04 pm
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craziness
yay green eyes!
Anyways... I've done something really crazy. I went to Nick's place. I wanted to see him, and talk to him, I needed something.. maybe closure? Well, what I got instead is a slightly disturbing and confusing situation. I left my number with his roomate and Nick called me the next day. We talked for a while and it was kinda nice I guess. And then he asked me if I wanted to get together with him and have some drinks... and of course I said yes. So now he's supposed to call me sometime today to make plans. I don't even know what's going to happen here... I just don't want a repeat of what happened last time. I keep telling myself that I'm older now and wiser and won't make the same mistakes twice and I just hope that it's true. I'm not terribly concerned whether I hear from him today or not. I figure if he doesn't call I'll be no worse off then I was a week ago and it will be as if this whole thing never happened; no harm done. It's almost more scary if he does call.. ironically. I'm not going to let it get to me so much, that was my biggest mistake last time. I can't take everything so seriously. I must learn to shrug things off more... like Sora... but without the deep seeded cynicism (no offence Sora). Well, I'm off to get more work done.
Current Mood:  contemplative
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02:40 pm
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So tired....
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Whatever! that's so cheasy...
Anyways, I wish I had some chocolate cake or something like that... I really feel like chocolate cake, or muffin, or cupcake... Well it's that time of year, winter blahs are at their worst. I can't stand winter anymore and yet I can't see an end to it soon....I can't wait for spring clothes! there are so many cute things I want... Plus I can't wait for the Mini Ipod to be released here! I'm going to get the pink one!!!! Well that's it... just needed a break from work.
Current Mood:  discontent
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06:04 pm
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what a crappy weekend
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Well, this weekend was a complete bust. Well not a complete bust, I had a great time on saturday with Steve. He took me up to collingwood and we visited some of his friends and we went out to dinner and a bar. It was good times. Then on sunday it all went downhill... we were going to go snowboarding so he set the alarm for 9am (craziness!) so when the alarm went off I made no effort to get out of bed and neither did he so I thought whatever. Then an hour and a half later he was all like "we need to get up now!" and I'm just thinking what the hell is the rush? the snow isn't going anywhere... but no, we had to rush rush rush. Then I mentioned that I want to get something to eat at the club and it was the end of the world! He was so upset that I wanted to eat like it was a crime. I was so pissed off at him I didn't enjoy snowboarding at all and I just stopped after two runs.... you know, whatever I'm not going to be yelled at. He's so dumped! I hate him. I need a new boyfriend now... damn I hate finding guys, it's just too difficult.
Current Mood:  aggravated
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03:13 pm
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My brain hurts...
it's almost the weekend and I can't wait. I have to stay here another hour or so to keep up appearances but I really just want to get to the gym. I'm not doing anything productive here but you know... I can't just come and go whenever I feel like it. I think the time has come for a good old fashioned girls slumber party. The kind we used to have when we were 13 that involved stupid movies, lots of junk food, board games, and spilling all the "secrets" you thought were so dreadfully important and never thought you could tell anyone: like who you think is cute or how you cheated on the last history test... oh wait, it was common knowledge I always cheated on tests. Mind you never because I couldn't do well without cheating (I never really used the cheat notes anyways). It was more of a rebelion really. I spend twice as much effort working on intricate ways of cheating with my friends then I otherwise would have had I just studied. Come to think of it all my cheating schemes involved me giving other people the answers as opposed to getting answers myself... I already knew all the answers. I guess it was a little out of boredom too then. Gave me something to do, and it was kind of fun. Man I miss being young... I feel so old. Things have consequences now much more so then they did when I was 13. My biggest punishment was... well... actually I can't remember ever being punished. The most my mom would do was yell at me for a few hours which I found quite amusing because it seemed to be doing her more harm then it was me. And then I would always get a treat as a sort of apology on her part for yelling at me... so if you think about it, I was treated everytime I did something wrong (or more precisely, everytime she found out about something I had done, which was a small percentage of the time)... this explains a lot.
Current Mood:  amused
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12:08 pm
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long time
Well Well, look who's posting in her journal again. Anyways, what else can I say. My birthday was cool; we went to high tea at the windsor arms, it was awsome! and the next day we all went to Millestone's for drinks and stuff, good times! Steve still hasn't met my friends but I want him to... hopefully soon.
Crazy story: someone got access to my msn account. I was alerted to the fact that apparently I was logging on to msn but ignoring people... of course I hadn't even been on msn in weeks so I was a little confused. So I changed my password and the next day when i tried to log in with my new password and error message came up saying there have been too many unsuccessful log ins on this account...meaning that person tried to log in and couldn't figure out the new password (obviously, it's really hard). So I reset the password (thank god for the secret question) and it happened again several more times... like this person wouldn't give up trying to log in... I wonder if it's someone I know who thinks they can actually guess the password...and I wonder how they got the first password to begin with... it's all very disturbing. But for anyone out there who uses hotmail don't keep any important information on your account! Luckily I didn't, hotmail is really just my junkmail garbage can. it's the email I use when I sign up for random things that are likely to result in vast ammounts of junkmail. All important e-mails (bank accounts, student access stuff, bills etc) go to my rogers account. Anyways, that's all.
Current Mood:  distressed
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02:44 pm
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sleepy
you are pink
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Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?
Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
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Yay! I'm pink!
Ok, so yesterday was Sora's Birthday. We went and had tea at the Royal York, it was lovely. We're planning on making it a regular social event. It's great fun. And yesterday Jamie Oliver was at the Eaton's centre... and I can't believe this is the first time he's been here where I haven't gotten my book autographed :-( There's a hole in my collection. I'm going to have to go to London and stalk him until he signs it... Also this is the first time Jamie Oliver's visit wasn't immediate following a Nick encounter.. long story but kinda funny.
Sora, Silvia, and I want to start a fashion consulting service. We're even going to make cards and pamphlets. We want to be like those people on "What Not To Wear" but better. That girl on the show is annoying and she really doesn't know what to wear half the time anyways. We especially want to consult men... most of them don't know how to dress themselves but they don't always like their girlfriends taking them because it's like they're trying to change them... which is what we would do but for different reasons...
Current Mood:  lethargic
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01:11 pm
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blarg
My nose!?! Whatever, I very much dislike my nose... and regardless I don't see how noses are sexy, even the nicest ones...
that's it...
Current Mood:  blank
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09:40 am
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is it really 9am?
Yay! I sold the 6th jacket on wednesday! It was a good day because Amy Lyn sold her 6th jacket at almost the exact same time. Good stuff... Now I just need to find out if they have the jacket I want *keeping fingers crossed* I'm going to call in a few minutes.
Anyways, I'll keep this short since I'm at work. I'm reading this book, it's so great! It's called The Da Vinci Code by Dan somethingorother. Not since Harry Potter or the Lord of the Rings have I been so engrosed in a book. I can't think or do anything... I must finish this book! :-S
Ok... Going back to work
Current Mood: anxious
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12:04 am
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and then there was 1...
You are Form 6, Elfin: The Wyld.
"And The Elfin saw the evil and
misjudgement in the world and shot her arrow at
the sky. Bolts of lightning struck the earth
and gave the world balance and
growth."
Some examples of the Elfin Form are Demeter (Greek)
and Khepry (Egyptian).
The Elfin is associated with the concept of growth
and balance, the number 6, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the half moon.
As a member of Form 6, you are a very balanced
individual. You can easily adapt to most
situations and you may be a good social
chameleon. You aren't afraid of changes in
your life, but sometimes you evolve too
rapidly, leaving others to think that you are
leaving them behind. Elfin are the best
friends to have because they are open minded.
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I still haven't sold the last jacket I need to get my free jacket... but I do have a month left.
So what did I do today... I worked as usual :P but really I didn't do anything. I just wasn't in the mood to work. When am I in the mood to work? and now I just finished my work out. I'm proud, I worked out all through sex and the city and I'm feeling pretty buff! I need to go to the gym. They just opened a Loblaws super centre right beside the office and in it there's a good life and I think it would be cool to get a membership so I can work out at lunch and because it's good life I can use their other locations on weekends or days I'm not at the office. I can watch law and order while I work out; that's the best because I can be on the machine for an hour and I don't even notice. It's very engrosing. There's also a Krispy creme in the super centre... :-S hhmmmm I'm gonna get fat.... but they have good coffee which is important for work. Although honestly I like the espresso based coffees better... oh well. I really need my hair trimed. I'm watching queer eye for the strait guy, it's quite humerous. I've also been helping Marcos with his love interest... some girl. She's cute and he seems quite smitten. So I've been coaching him on wooing without being pushy. It's funny because now I find myself telling him to do things that guys do to me that I previously didn't understand (wait 4 days before calling... and never calling when they say they will...) and now I totally get it seeing things from his point of view. I'll never treat another guy the same way again. Ah bless the guy friends... what would I do without them. Oh no... I'm watching a preview for a movie called "Honey"... not another dancing movie. I hate the way they portray the world of dance... the reality is way more messed up then they've ever been able to portray. Like in Centre Stage.. everyone thought the things they told the main girl were harsh and emotionally cripling... I thought it was pretty tame. I mean come on! In the real world the teacher would take one look at her and say something like: you need to lose 10 pounds... and then ignore her until she lost the weight. That's the kind of stuff they do.... They tell you what you need to do and then they won't pay anymore attention to you until you do it... so you just have to do it. It's very interesting... Well, I need to take a shower or something.
Current Mood:  accomplished
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